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Post by Mibbie. on May 15, 2005 12:01:21 GMT -5
( In this thread I'm going to RP as Tetsu when he thinks about his mother and father, and some other depressing stuff, mostly how he thinks of himself as lonely)
A boy with spiky red hair was walking in the alley ways of Kyoto, his head low, and his face sadened. he stopped at a small meadow and sat down near a large cherry blossom tree, his back laying on the soft grass with one of his arms over his forhead. He was still frowning, even in this nice weather, he couldn't smile.
After Yamanami's seppuku, Tetsu thought of alot of things. He remembered how he wanted to join the Shinsengumi, and how he wanted revenge, but what good would it do him? He loved his deceased parents more than life, but would he really feel better after he's killed his thirst for vengence?
Another thing didn't make sense to him, he's been alone lately. Everyone was always busy, either training, or working. And Hijikata was going to be gone for a month or two, so now he was just a walking shell. Alot of ppl there ignored him. And told him not to bother them. Even his brother.
Tetsu closed his eyes painfully, knowing that tears are going to come, and then he rolled onto his stomch, his face being covered by his bangs, soft sniffles and sobs were heard thru the boy's sleeves.
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Post by Umeko on May 15, 2005 20:02:54 GMT -5
(RPGing Saya)
Saya was on her way to get new strings for her shamisen when she noticed the redhead boy under the cherry tree. She crept up to him, hoping to surprise him, and was surprised to hear his sobs.
(Yes, I know she never says anything, so don't expect her to. )
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Post by Mibbie. on May 15, 2005 20:13:14 GMT -5
Tetsu, was still slightly sobbing. He never noticed Saya yet, and soon, soft murmurs could be heard from the boy.
Tetsu: I knew I shouldn't have...even come here...nobody needs me...I'm too weak...I failed...
In a way, he was actually acting pathetic, but at the same time, he was just saying what he felt from the bottom of his heart, he couldn't keep it in anymore.
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Post by Umeko on May 15, 2005 20:21:11 GMT -5
Saya gently, and shyly, patted him on the head, trying to comfort him. She wondered what had got him so upset as she could not make out his murmurs.
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Post by Mibbie. on May 15, 2005 20:30:19 GMT -5
Bythe girl's actions, the boy gasped, totally surprised. His sobbing stopped slightly as he turned around slowly, now leaning on his arm to see who it was. He eased when he saw who it was, and he wiped his eyes with his white sleeve slightly.
Tetsu: Saya...
From then on, he tried to act like nothing happened, and that he wasn't depressed, even tho he really was.
Tetsu: W-what are you doing here?
He didn't really expect a 'real' answer from her, he was just trying to change the subject, and that his cheeks were slightly pink from her seeing him in that kind of state.
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Post by Umeko on May 15, 2005 20:51:29 GMT -5
The girl simply smiled and continued patting his head reassuringly.
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Post by Mibbie. on May 15, 2005 21:06:41 GMT -5
Tetsu looked down, slightly smiling as well, his cheeks getting alittle more red.
Tetsu: Well, I'm just glad you're here, you're the only one who will actually listen to me...
his voice started to trail off as his eyes went to the side, getting deep into his sad thoughts again.
Tetsu: You're the only one I have left...
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Post by Umeko on May 15, 2005 21:09:40 GMT -5
Saya looks at him in surprise. Doesn't he have a elder brother and all his friends at the Shinsengumi?
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Post by Mibbie. on May 16, 2005 5:29:08 GMT -5
Tetsu looked back up at Saya, this time painfully, but then it turned a sort of fake happy. Wanting to change the mood atmospere so it wouldn't be so gloomy.
Tetsu: So Saya, have you gotten better at the shamisen yet?
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Post by Umeko on May 16, 2005 6:51:54 GMT -5
A shy nod. She lifts her hands to cover her blushing cheeks.
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Post by Mibbie. on May 16, 2005 7:00:30 GMT -5
Tetsu smiled. he sat up straight, now leaning his back against the tree.
Tetsu: That sounds great, I can't wait to here you sometime...
He lifted one knee, so now only that knee was rested against his chest, and his left arm resting on it.
Tetsu: It's just like my dad used to say, practice makes perfect.
By what he said, he didn't frown, he just looked up at the blossoms, who's pedals sparkled from the sunlight.
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Post by Umeko on May 18, 2005 19:18:44 GMT -5
Saya suddenly realized that she'll be late and get punished for it. She hurriedly excused herself.
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Post by Mibbie. on May 23, 2005 6:58:51 GMT -5
Tetsu smiled slightly as he saw Saya leave, but then he just looked back up at the sky, lost in his own little world.
Flashback-
Ryunosuke: You will become a great man, my son.
Said a man as he patted his son's head gently. The boy looked up at his father, slightly confused.
Tetsu:...
End flashback-
Tetsu didn't realize, but as he smiled looking up into the heavens, he had tears rolling down his cheeks.
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Post by katsu on May 23, 2005 16:59:32 GMT -5
(Hello!^^ I'll be rpg'ing Okita-kun! =^^=) Going down the streets after his daily rendezvous... Okita:*carrying a big bag of sweets ^^* ... Hold on Saizo! Don't go running out on me! Okita ran after Saizo... saw the pig fly (me:pigs fly? ^^ ... and then heard a very familiar voice scream... Okita: Eh? Okita couldn't believe that his so adorable pet pig was being vicious with the cute/clumsy/Hijikata's 'page', was being trampled by this little creature... and a pig no less!? Okita:*startle* Tetsu!! XD
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Post by Otemba on May 23, 2005 17:36:43 GMT -5
=Back in HQ=
Hijikata smokin' like a train...: Where is he...I send him for some errands an' then he dissappears! Did the earth swallow him or somethin' an' then I send Okita so let's do the math...Aarrghh!
Hijikata wasn't a happy man at this moment. He sends Tetsu to go by some more tea, tabbaco but nothin' an' then he sends his trusted captain. But nothin'....He wasn't gettin' anywhere. So he decided to go train...
Hijikata: *sarcasticly*...yeah...train...Tetsu! Okita! Whenever ya get here...ya r both death..
Goin' out of his room...he saw Yamazaki sittin' in the porch...
Yamazaki: By the sound of your voice sir...should I go look for coffings...or should u have them creamated?...
Hijikata:...*-__-...this is not the time for jokes Yamazaki! Yamazaki: Sorry....*chuckled under his breath*....
=back to the streets=
Shinpachi was makin' his last round an' found Okita, Tetsu & Okita's pet pig, Saizo, near the river bank. He decided to join in.
Shinpachi: Oi! How ya doin'?
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